I found out he talked to another girl. I found out he liked another girl. I found out he kissed another girl. I found out he slept with another girl ( Read more... )

This week is going to be the craziest and busiest hell week I have had in almost four months. I can't wait for my first year of college to be over with so I can relax for a little bit. I never even feel like I do that much for school, yet it still manages to eat up all of my time and I'm constantly thinking about it. So I guess this is why I don't ( Read more... )

There a million different things I could say to you to make you feel awful about what happened, but you know what you did wrong and whether you decide to feel guilty about it or not is entirely up to your conscience, or lack thereof ( Read more... )

Don't try and fucking worm  your way back into my life with these casual questions about who my boy is and being cute and shit! And don't even try and fucking play it off like I don't know exactly what the fuck you're doing because for the first time in my life, I am truly happy and I'm not going to let you fuck me up and over like I'm so used to. ( Read more... )

Why do I care, why do I care, WHY THE FUCK DO I CARE?

Whenever I tell myself that I'm over you, or that it's the last time I give a shit about anything you do, something manages to click inside of me and make me feel like shit because I realize that you really have moved on and as much as I'm fooling everyone and myself, I really haven't. I really ( Read more... )

Whether you were being serious or not doesn't matter anymore. You constantly make me feel like shit and those good feelings you used to cause all the time are now replaced with this! I am so fucking over this, it's not even funny anymore. I don't know why I constantly tell myself you're it, you're perfect, I love you when all you do is constantly ( Read more... )

I wrote him a letter today, but I'm never sending it because it basically sounds like I'm attacking him for not liking me and how he treats me like he'd treat any other girl that he doesn't know loves him. I'm so stupid, I honestly am. I'm getting over that and if I don't, I'll continue to be a school nerd and bury myself in school work so I'll ( Read more... )

"This year's love had better last. Heaven knows it's high time. I've been waiting on my own too long and when you hold me like you do, it feels so right. I start to forget how my heart gets torn, when that hurt gets thrown, feeling like I can't go on. Turning circles when time again, it cuts like a knife. If you love me got to know for sure, cos it ( Read more... )

i hope you string her along and break her heart as much as you did mine. i hope she realizes she will never have all of you, you will never be as attached to her as she is to you. i hope you realize i still love you even though this is getting more fucked up than we both hoped.

something happened while i was talking to the boy and i don't want to say anything in case he's just messing around with me, but i doubt he is. but still, i really feel like shit for him right now and i really want to be closer to him so that i can call him up and just comfort him instead of feeling hopeless and flopping around on dry land.

my mom ( Read more... )